It's 11pm and I said I'd be in bed by 9:30 so I could be up by 6am. Haha I have 2 assignments due next week to which I haven't started either.. But I'm so happy, that I actually just shed a tear.
I'm probably too happy. I want to forget about this tomorrow because being too happy is also a problem.
I'm just going to say this:
E said he's going to marry me. Called me his wife tonight. I don't care if he hooks up with a million girls and has sex with 5.. 6 and that's pushing it. Haha, but we're a thing. Fuck we're so forever. Like I haven't found a quote yet that describes us because.. We do fight. We do go through times of unbelievable sexual tension in which nothing is done. We have sex sometimes. We don't talk about liking/loving each other above family level. We openly say and know we're going to get married and have kids together. We tell each other about every experience with the other sex. We don't get jealous. We always hate each others gf/bf. We know every secret. We've cried together. We've grown up together. We haven't talked for months at a time. We don't live in the same place. We hold hands. We could spend 3 weeks in each others pockets and yet in the 70 minutes of Chinese I've punched him before. I don't know / haven't heard / haven't thought about anything even remarkably close to us.
That's the way I like it. And its the reason I like it. We're just us. Even those words are wrong ^. It's a feeling. It's just like, happiness you know?
No, you don't know. Fuck off, no one knows us because we're too epic whilst together.
He's mine. x
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