It's begun.

Okay, the first blog. Ironic hey? Because I'm starting this the day before my last ever day at school, ever. Like finishing grade 12, forever. Doneski.

You know what's weird? It doesn't feel real you know? Like, we're having all these class parties and I'm getting all these photos with teachers and to the outside world, I'm doing what every class year does... But it's like, that was never supposed to happen to us. I wasn't meant to be the one that finished. Growing up isn't in my vocabulary, so what're you going to do about it? Fuck.

I've actually had fucking, numerous blogs before, but clearly every time I start a new one, I have a completely different situation. Therefore, let me tell you a bit about me;

The biggest part of my life atm is a boy named Ethan. I'm not just saying that because I was just talking to him on fbchat, but more because he is the hugest thing that's ever hit my emotions. He's my boyfriend for the past 4 months roughly and we've had a 'thing' or whatever for the past 2 years.
I might blog about him more later? So that you can actually understand what he's like. It'd be easy to talk about him, just time consuming.

The second biggest part of my life is a boy named Eamonn (pronounced aye- man). He's my best friend. And I could also tell you numerous things about him, but he's actually the most interesting and complex person invented, so it would take more than your lifetime.

I work at a small bakery about 10 minutes drive from my house. This whole past year I've worked Monday, Wednesday and Friday mornings before school; Tuesday afternoons and Sundays. I work alot. But I love my job, and every person distantly related to it.

At school I'm popular. Everyone knows me, likes me, relies on me. I'm on of those people that others look at and say: How does she do it? Or: How can I do that?! Just through things like being chilled and talking to everyone. From the outside, it looks like I'm friends with everyone. I have fake conversations on probably a 24 hour basis, it's a joke.

I play netball with senior players, so the ladies in their early / late 20's. They've taught me alot already, in their youth and things. I really bonded with them this past year, more then I thought I would.

All and all, I'm just really young. I'm young and stupid and I want to live life to its fullest. I don't want to be a pawn in the making of something better, I see my life as the perfect life to be lived. I see it that I should live the life that changes everyone else's lives.I've sort of already done that.

I look forward to informing you:
Charli.