Ethie cried on my shoulder on Thursday night. We'd both been drinking; I was being hell cutie. Kissing Eth all the time, holding his hand and dancing, talking to everyone and no one. He kept on getting angry though, raging as though he was looking after me all the time, as though I was acting so stupid and hard for him.
We're on the beach and he wasn't letting me talk to any Gapians. I broke down, yelled at him, cried. Chatting with HC, while crying and saying drunken honest shit haha. I was making a sculpture in the sand getting more and more frustrated that it wasn't working properly when Eth came and hugged me. We walked away from everyone and he said this:
"You don't get it, that you're the only person that I have to care for. I've got no mum, no sisters. You are legit the only girl in my life and I have to protect you... Never leave me."
We sat quiet for ages. Then we talked about art and things. I couldn't make him laugh, but I knew that he was just loving me more. One of those silent - you're the cutest thing out - sort of things. Sort of out of no where he said:
"I think we have what my mum and dad had."
I looked at him, but he didn't make eye contact and it was really dark. I think we hugged for an hour. He cried lots and sort of loudly, but never loud enough to make definite that it wasn't just me crying.
It was a defining moment in our relationship. <3
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