Atm, I'm studying for a Chinese written exam tomorrow. I haven't studied for the past 2 weeks, so it's definitely 100% my own fault if I fail.. or whatever. Clearly will not failure. Clearly, I'm actually so rad at Chinese. Wow.
I'm being mean to myself in how much I know and how much I don't, so that as I'm studying I delete things constantly that I do know. Aka I'll know a word, 90% correct. Its gone in with the words that I don't know at all. Therefore, after like an hour study clearly I will know that word 100%, so it'll get deleted and put with the words that I do know. It's a good system.
Also I've been drawing as a procrastination. I drew this real sick alien the other day, in car too form. Fuck it made me happy. I can't wait for exams to be over so I can literally spend my time doing shit like that.
I'm nervous as all shit about my 18th. What am I going to do for it? I wanted to be the kid that does everything weird, that has all the best stories that can say how perfect their life has been in every way. so my 18th is a massive amount of pressure ! Do I have a generic party at Damo's and get really drunk at a house? Do I do a dinner and make it hilarious by.. taking photos? Lol idk. I want the things I do to be hilarious. I want to be unlike every other person. I want to set a bar for the sickest shit ever to hit anything. I think I'll just do a dinner. I want Dad and Mum to put in for a new camera. That's pretty much all I need from them/family. That and a skateboard. I really fucking want a skateboard. I wanted one last year from my high as shit ex-boyfriend.
My other exams I'm pretty chilled about.. Idk why they are like 500% harder I'm pretty sure. Art history is going to be heccers, Like I don;t know anything and the question will just feel like I'm failing. I can't wait to do art history next semester though..
I CAN NOT WAIT TO WORK AT MK's STORE. Holy christ, will be so much fun ! I'll get an all new customer base. Fucking all new boy's to perve. I'm going to get a boyfi from that job for sure.
Oh yeah, so boyfi's right? Muz is adorable. Our little moment outside of my house will honestly never be forgotten because he's just the cutest thing I've ever met. I haven't seen him since then.. lol asks, but I haven't been out since then I'm pretty sure.
Timothy is a douche. Ugh, the story with the drinks just made me rage hard out and I just think we're going to have huge issues in the near future and late future. Will not ever love him / give him anything. I feel bad that he wants to hang all the time cause I'm seriously not going to give him anything. He doesn't even know me / my life / anything. Like I flirt with him, which I'm freaking rad at just ps.
Okay, time's up. Was good to chat, I'll keep you updated. x
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